Snowblind

White?
white
faraway in sight
man standing with a light
Shining in the night...
well,yesterday we were somewhere in "white"!!!! I don't know if it was the beginning or the end or the middle of the white,but all I know is that I was going to be an snowblind after some hours,my eyes were dazzling in infinte white,yesterday had a big lesson for You,never go to north or south pole!
and You know it reminds me of what?...nothing!!!actually the point is that I don't touch the sky and when You don't touch the sky You don't care so much about past...
But actually I've got to a new point.when You don't remember anything (in other words,You remember nothing),You've remembered something...something so bright in your past that You can't see it completely,like the moment of your birth,it should be so pure that our mind can't handle it in the present,our thoughts,our feelings,white....
Actually I wanted to be in that white,but its hard,have You ever heard that silence?when the snow covers the snow???when the horizon obscures in light?
I've heard,what about You?

Letum

When she looks to the sky
sky falls into her eyes
lake shines in every pause
Beetles follow where the sky falls

When she cries
brids leave their songs
moonlight grows dime
to hear her charming rhyme

Wind of Spring brings me the song
From the lands of far behind
Scent of clove fills the air
A laughter echoes in the sky

New Version of Paranoid!!!

A New Version of Paranoid is now Avaliable!!!!
This version (which is written by me) is COMPLETELY different....you should hit the ball to the board not board to the ball!!!!
the version is avaliable in Files section of tavahom_sharif Yahoo!group...

Old and Wise

As far as my eyes can see
There are Shadows approaching me
And to those I left behind
I wanted you to Know
You've always shared my deepest thoughts
You follow where I go

And oh when I'm old and wise
Bitter words mean little to me
Autumn Winds will blow right through me
And someday in the mist of time
When they asked me if I knew you
I'd smile and say you were a friend of mine
And the sadness would be Lifted from my eyes
Oh when I'm old and wise

As far as my Eyes can see
There are shadows surrounding me
And to those I leave behind
I want you all to know
You've always Shared my darkest hours
I'll miss you when I go

And oh, when I'm old and wise
Heavy words that tossed and blew me
Like Autumn winds that will blow right through me
And someday in the mist of time
When they ask you if you knew me
Remember that You were a friend of mine
As the final curtain falls before my eyes
Oh when I'm Old and wise

As far as my eyes can see...

-Old and Wise,The Alan Parsons Project,1982

The rest is not silence...

Today was a great day for me,good day at school,I didn't go to class just to watch a movie,people around me were great,I loved them more than ever,on the way home,I met an old highschool friend who always I forgot to call...And at last..
It was important,of course it was important,you know that the call was to be made,and I made,and I found out what's behind that call,that the rest is not silence,when you say goodbye to someone forever,It's not the end,its just the beginning,just the start point,you know,the morning will say hello tomorrow again and the world will watch the sunrise from the east,and that's a miracle I've never noticed before....
thank you,Sometimes you see and sometimes you think that you can see,and there is a long gap between them,people call it "clarity",I don't give a name to it,I think I'm getting nearer to the other side everyday that my life,and sometimes I look back and see how far I am from "thinking that I see"...
Today I found out how far I am,and thats great,I'll go far away from it,till one day that "I see"...

The greatest thing you can do for someone is loving him/her and I'll do it for everyone who is around me...

I love you all...

Paranoid

I'm going to get some "paranoid"!!!Can you get some paranoid?of course I can get some paranoid,by writing the foolish program which our teacher gave us,everybody can get some paranoid!!!!!!

I'm better than now....

Hey guys and gals (or gals and guys!!)
I'm better than now,its hard to explain but its a new sentence composed by me!!!
I'm better than now
What?you think you are BETTER than now??Ok ok don't get so mad,it's just a sentence,like any other sentence,like the words you call,like the words that fall,like the words that cry,like the ones that die....
It's just some words...nothing else,any other thing is illusion made by you.....

Bad day,Bad day,Bad day....(what?bad day?what is a bad day?) Ok Ok it was not a bad day,I made it bad,somehow,well I just dont know what its been up to now...I've got exam on Thursday and now I'm sitting here,relax...writing my weblog!!!!
Well it is a good day,cos I'm doing what I want to...I think I can study up to 8 pm...well forget it...
Nice song..."Close to the Edge" by Yes...Always gives you the feeling of innocence of music,all of "yes" songs...
You think something is going wrong about my studies?I don't know,maybe I give a bad test Thursday,but its eating my mind and I try to forget it..Forget it?okokokok...I PROMISE I will study tomorrow as hard as possible!!!!ok?Well that's better,but what I will do now?I can write the latest Java project and the latest Java exercises now,well thats good....:D
see?how a bad day turns to a good day?

And You And I...

And you and I climb, crossing the shapes of the morning.
And you and I reach over the sun for the river.
And you and I climb, clearer, towards the movement.
And you and I called over valleys of endless seas.

-And You And I(Part IV:Apocalypse),Yes,1972

Well this lyric is not mine,(wish it was!!!)
And the name of my weblog is based upon it
however,its not the complete lyric,its too long but worth reading it!!!!
(easy to find the complete lyric,go to a lyric search engine,search for "and you and I"!!!)

Aluvian